Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Sometimes I feel so inadequate. I look at myself and say who am I? I think Lord can you really use me, can I really do the job? Lord help my unbelief, help me to see beyond myself, my failures, my weaknesses. Help me to believe, to see that you have a perfect plan and a purpose and that I can do nothing in my own strength but only through You.

Song: Lord it was you who created the heavens
Lord it is your hand that put the stars in their place
Lord it is your voice, that commands the mornings
Even oceans and their waves bow at your feet

Lord who am I compared to Your glory Oh Lord
Lord who am I compared to Your majesty

I am Your beloved, Your creation
And you love me as I am
You have called me chosen
For your kingdom, unashamed to call me your own
I am your beloved


This is kind of whats on my heart...random.

a glimpse of something bigger


a deep burning desire


God given, God inspired dream

Saturday, August 25, 2007


One of my best friends Nikki just had her baby boy! Brayden Israel was born on August 13th. I am so happy for her!!!! :) These are pics from her baby shower, it was actually a couple of months ago. I am finally getting them posted.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

what's up?

Okay, sorry about that...I had to go earlier, because we were getting ready to go to the grocery store. We came home and then I made homemade pancakes, which I was really excited about. I know it probably sounds silly, but it is something I have never done before, I usually just use the mix at the store. Anyway, they turned out really good!! :)

We are finally settled into our house, and absolutely loving it!! Jeremiah goes fishing out at the pond out back almost everyday. We are having to water the grass like crazy because of it being new sod it won't take root without lots and lots of water. We haven't had hardly any rain. I am kind of scared to see what the first water bill will be, although I have talked to a few people who say it won't be that bad.

I started my new job at Apria doing Enteral Customer Service, about 3 weeks ago. I love it!!! I am so happy that it all worked out and I know that it was totally God, with the timing working out the way it did. I am learning a lot! I was definately ready to learn something new and it is a good change. :) I will be getting on the phones next week and actually taking patient calls. I am excited!!!
We are still the nursery coordinators at Grace. It is still kind of stressful, but we have had a few new people start working so that is an answer to prayer. Church is going good. We just had our 4th of July celbration, it was really awesome!!

Our puppy is as spoiled as ever! She is so stinkin cute though! She loves the new house, she has more room to run around and chase her ball!:)

Jeremiah and I went on a date last night. Dinner and a movie. We went to Logans Steakhouse for dinner and then went to see Ratouille (sp?). It was a really cute movie!

My mom is doing good and actually about to come over for dinner, I am making a new chicken and noodles casserole. Another recipe I got of the internet this morning...we'll see how it turns out!

I will talk to you all later...Love ya,

our new house

I am finally posting pics of the house!!! :) We are finally settled in. We love it!! I have more pics that I will post, but I have to go for now.

Friday, April 27, 2007

a House

I am so glad it is Friday and my friends are coming into town this weekend!!! Yippeee!!!!
The weather is ridiculous though, cold and rainy!

Pray for us. We are really considering buying a house. I am excited, but at the same time it is kind of scary just because I don't know that much about it. It is a big responsibility, but also an investment. We have been praying about it for a couple of months and actually talking to an agent for about a month now. We have met with her once and gone over general stuff like credit and all that. We are now at the point of being pre-approved and actually talking to a realtor and finding something we like. Our lease here at our apartment is up next month so we are debating on what to do. I think we are just going to sign up for a month to month lease even though we will have to pay an extra $70 a month. We are going to get rid of our digital cable and call it even. We will see what we find.

This song was in my head when I woke up this morning. It really was comforting, I love this song...it is an oldie but a goodie!

You are my strength when I am weak
You are the treasure that I seek
You are my all in all
Seeking you as a precious jewel
Lord to give up I'd be a fool
You are my all in all

chorus: Jesus you're the lamb of God
Worthy is your name
Jesus you're the lamb of God
Worthy is your name

Taking my sin my cross my shame
Rising again I bless your name
You are my all in all
When I fall down you pick me up
When I am dry you fill my cup
You are my all in all

Monday, April 23, 2007



My tears are falling
My heart is aching
You are there
My thoughts are racing
My world is crumbling
You are there

Why do I fight so hard against you
I fight you to do things my own way
And yet in the end I'm still helpless
I need you to take this pain

All along you say give it to me
But I bury your words and I strive
My ways are futile
It all means nothing without you

Be my life Lord, be my breath
Be everything to me again
Bring me back to the place
Where I trust you as my Savior and friend
Where strife and struggle end
And I surrender all to you
Be my everything Jesus again